For once I don't know what to say,
So many things have led me to feel this way.
All alone, lost and confused,
Can someone please tell me what to do?
Squandering alone, lost in the sea,
Looking for a hold, a place to be,
A place to sit and collect my mind,
A place to look, not forward, but behind.
Feelings, like waves are crashing around,
My mind is in turmoil, but I make not a sound.
Wandering blindly, grasping for light,
Why must my heart do this all night?
Thoughts all jumbled, can't think straight,
From 1 to 10 he asked me to rate.
How to put such feelings in numbers?
It's not allowing me a moment slumber.
Feelings one-sided, bringing pain,
With so much to lose and so little to gain.
My heart is open now, raw and sore,
I feel as though it has been ripped and left on the floor.
My eyes betray me, I know they do,
My face is set, but my eyes of blue,
Quiver ever so slightly, and moisten in spite,
Of my thoughts to keep them closed up tight.
I'm quiet for a change, I feel all alone,